Stepping into the fear.
Isn't funny when "things" just seem to fall into place.
Now, why I am here alone without my family for a good 6 weeks or so?
Like I said it wasn't meant to be - OR was it?
You see right now it just so happens that this time coincides perfectly with my next adventure. I feel so much it was meant to be.
I was freaking out at the choice that just happened upon me. I really had no idea that today I would be doing what I am doing, last week.
Being honest it is a massive (for me) financial investment.
But that is not was is at stake.
My integrity is at stake. Not to anyone else. BUT TO ME.
I have chosen to fully back myself and that IS AWFULLY SCARY. TO CHOSE ME!!! OVER COMPLACENCY. FARKKKKKK
OH it would have been so easy and comfortable to politely decline. To make bullshit excuses WHY I COULDN'T.
I CHOSE this friggin bloody scary as hell path. I have NO IDEA where it's going to take me.
I am here for the RIDE and I AM TRULY COMMITTING TO MYSELF.
I have to.
Otherwise WHAT IS THE POINT?
So here I am sitting in a foreign country away from my family embarking on a massive journey by myself with no idea how it will pan out.
I CHOOSE TO FULLY BACK MY SELF on this ride.
I CHOOSE TO follow my passions. Live my dreams.
ARE YOU willing to FULLY BACK YOURSELF TODAY in a scary big arse commitment to yourself?
CAN YOU DO IT?
YES! HELL YES of course you can!!!
CREATIVE ART EXERCISE part 1
Journal prompt: how willing am I to back myself in my biggest, wildest scariest dreams. Write, write, write let it pour out.
Let me know your biggest, scariest dream.
Look for tomorrow's CREATIVE ART EXERCISE part 2
If you are at all serious in following that dream start actioning it today. JOURNAL!!!